Yeats' The Celtic Twilight
A COWARD
One day I was at the house
of my friend the strong farmer, who lives beyond
Ben Bulben and Cope's mountain, and met there a young lad who seemed to be
disliked by the two daughters. I asked why they disliked him, and was; told he
was a coward. This interested me, for some whom robust children of nature take
to be cowards are but men and women with a nervous system too finely made for
their life and work. I looked at the lad; but no, that pink-and-white face and
strong body had nothing of undue sensibility. After a little he told me his
story. He had lived a wild and reckless life, until one day, two years before,
he was coming home late at night, and suddenly fell himself sinking in, as it
were, upon the ghostly world. For a moment he saw the face of a dead brother
rise up before him, and then he turned and ran. He did not stop till he came to
a cottage nearly a mile down the road. He flung himself against the door with so much of violence
that he broke the thick wooden bolt and fell upon the floor. From that day he
gave up his wild life, but was a hopeless coward. Nothing could ever bring him
to look, either by day or night, upon the spot where he had seen the face, and
he often went two miles round to avoid it; nor could, he said, 'the prettiest
girl in the country' persuade him to see her home after a party if he were
alone. He feared everything, for he had looked at the face no man can see
unchanged--the imponderable face of a spirit.
  
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